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Am I disgraceful?! AM I FUCKING DISGRACEFUL?! WHAT'S THE FUCKING PROBLEM WITH HAVING ME AS YOUR FUCKING SISTER?! I was being nice as a sister to watch you run! Yet you're being ungrateful by telling me NOT TO COME! urgggggggh. WHY?! Do you ever fuckingly think that i will do anything fucking stupid?! Inititally, you were the one who's desperately asking me to go! Im really disappointed in you. Really.

later.