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Ear Candy:-.

so hello. Shopped with Mom the whole afternoon. No wonder Mom said shopping is the medicine. Heh. Shopping gave me a sensation of euphoria. uh huh.
Let's see what I've got:

Demin Jeans - Tommy Hilfiger (1)*
Shorts- Bysi (1)
3-quarter pants- Bysi(1)
Black pants-Bysi(1)
white skirt-Bysi(1)
Black Pumps-Unknown (1)
Polo Tee-Giordano(3)
Crew Neck Tee (Men)- United Colours of Benetton (1)
Boot Cut Jeans- Ralph Lauren (1) *

*Mom managed to get these for me through staff discount. SWEET! :D

Money spent: 200 bucks ++

Mom got herself a top fromm Tommy. H and a pair of black pants from Bysi.

After a long day of extreme shopping, we headed for Fish & Co. for dinner. Mmmm. Seafood platter tastes like heaven. Pink passion mocktail is awesome. I'll never get sick of it . :DDD
Mom wanted to shop further after dinner. Thank GOD! I stopped her. We had to go back to warren for bowling. !! What a day.!YAY! SHOPPING ROCKS. :DD

later.

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Ear Candy:-

so hello. Man. I was totally busted in Bintan. Do I look fierce?? whatever. I just can't wait for X'mas!! YAY! urgh. I can't make it for 6H gahering. Bah. I doubt I will be interacting with the rest. sad.

I love you, my dear friend.

later.

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MOM IS COMING BACK!! YAY!! MY ATM MACHINE IS BACK! OOPS :DD IM MISSING HER LIKE SHIT.!!

IM GOING MAD!! WHOOHOO :))

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Ear Candy: -/

BORING!BORING!BORING! LIFE'S FRIGGING BORING! BAH!! DAAA DEEE DUMM DUMMM!! OOOOHHH LALALA!! WHEEEE!! WHAHAHAHAHA! HAHAHAHA!HOHOHOHO! HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND A MERRY NEW YEAR!! WHOOOO.
As you CAN SEE, the mundance of my life and the boredom has driven to the extent of myself typing nonsense.! Why? There are several reasons which caused the bitter catastrophe of my life:

- FIRST! NO CASH! currently under financial assistance provided by gramps. (pathetic huh?)
-NEXT. NO LIFE!
- Excessive indulgence in mahjong.--> ( Darren sucked 25 bucks out of me. IT'S LIKE ONE SHIRT FROM ZARA!!)
- No travelling. (Mom's off to China without me. REGRETFUL!)
-Work at PRL starts after X'mas.

ARGH! mm. another mahjong session to recoup my losses? perhaps.

later.

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Ear Candy:-/

so hello. MAHJONG!MAHJONG! I've been playing mahjong for the past 2 days. haha. I've got to recoup my losses from KENNETH LEONG! :( Everyone's part-timing. Im here, at home, blogging/rotting.

later.

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Ear Candy:-.

so hello. Mom's leaving for China tmrw. Sad. I kinda regretted not going to China with her. (Though China's quite a boring place to travel :\ ) Bernice is ALSO going to China!Sad. She's leaving this sunday. argh. Everyone's travelling.! I've got to wait til next year? Perhaps. I've got to get the pair of black pumps for my attire at Ralph Lauren. By the way, it's not adults' section. It's the kids' section! Man. Kids these days are really pampered. In our days, OshKosh/ Giordano Kids were considered a luxury. How lucky they are now. I bet they will have EVEN better quality of life by the time they step into the society. Everything's changing. Times are different. :) Life's completely different now.

later.

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Ear Candy: Persona- Kangta.

so hello. Pardon me for the entries blogged for the past 2 days. I wasn't in one of my best. Bah. I went with Bernice to my aunt's for hair coloring! Heh. The colour looked natural on her. :DD Anyway, im currently typing my resume as I blog. Well, to UN-prove myself that im not an immature loser, Im going to start over everything again ((: Sarah isn't a loser, ya know? Haha! Im hoping to get a new bag for myself. *eyeing on the bag from Stussy*


later.

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Ear Candy: Like A Star- Corinne Bailey Rae

so Im having attitude problems? Yeah. Great. Im having an attitude problem. Yes. You were kind by asking around for job offers. I appreciated that. I told you that Im quite verbally challenged so I can't take up the job offer. Whatever. Everything is negative in your eyes. urgh.
Man. This is supposed to be my vacation yet Im groaning and complaining about it. What an irony. I really hate myself somtimes... Aww. I miss nod-don. I want to talk to him. I miss my bitch. (though he sometimes really doesn't know what he wants in life). Why am I feeling this way? What the fuck am I doing? Oh fuck it. Im such a loser. Dad's prolly right. Im really an immature loser.

later.

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Ear Candy: When You Gonna Give Up - Sean Paul Feat. Keisha Cole

Since when the fuck have I become immature? Fuck it. I wonder what the fuck is in parents' minds nowadays. Before Os, Dad told me not to be emotional and focus on my revision.

Dad: Girl, what do you want to be in life?
Me: No plans yet; diversifying my talents :)
Dad: Shit la. That goes to show that you don't have a goal in life. Why are you so immature? You're 16 now! Why can't you be like other 16 year-old teens?
Me: Siao ah! Im immature by diversifying my talents?? You must be mad! Im trying to plan out my future!
Dad: Yeah. You plan your future by staying home everyday.
Me: Yeah whatever.
-dad left the room-

What the fuck? Im being immature??CRAZY!! Im not trying to praise myself. But I do have talents in certain areas. Man. Why can' they just freaking understand? It's not like I've not been thinking about my education? Shit. Im not a lazy bummer who does nothing you know ? (well, Im actually rotting at home but NOT DOING NOTHING!!) Argh.I knew it. Things won't go well. Next, guess what?

Dad comes in again.
Dad: Hey. Play Jay Chou's music again leh. I want to practise my singing. ( Well, he's kinda obssessed with Jay Chou and Fei Yu Qing's duet piece)
Me: Why must I play for you? Im using the computer now.
Dad: You'd better mind your manners eh. Watch your words, I tell you. Stop being immature and be more pragmatic about your future.
-dad left the room AGAIN.-

IMMATURE AGAIN!! WHAT THE FUCK HE WANTS WITH "IMMATURE?" Damn.I've not been in my best these days. He has pushed my limit :(

later.

What a couple :)


MY GIRL! <3
The guy in the photo. Lee Dong wok. He's hot. :DD

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I have a sudden burning fetish for Korean guys. Korean guys are totally hot.!!BURNING HOT! :DD

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Ear candy:-.

so hello. Met up with Singyen, Qinzhen. Went shopping at vivo. Loads of catching up to do. Just when i was heading home, I met the bitch. She happened to board the same bus as me. Well, I had nothing much to say to her since we are almost strangers. It set me thinking: What is my goal in life? What do I want to achieve? What do I really want in my life? Guess this is the time to sit down and think about MY FUTURE.
Im not overreacting but just thinking about what I have accomplished this year is enough to scare myself. The suicidal attempts, the depression period, isolation, etc. Have I been too forgiving? Am I a weakling or a coward? What am I afraid of? They are all human beings, like me. Fuck it. I've been thinking too much lately. Have I been a lousy friend? I've gotta stop asking myself stupid questions. It's driving me nuts lately. Somehow, I've been reminiscing the memories spent. Have I been too lonely or what? My love life is a total screwed-up. My friendship= currently stable.