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Ear Candy: A Girl Like Me- Rihanna

so hola. Gee. Im so busted today. 4 hours of maths is definitely suicidal. After 2 hours of trigo,my mind switched off automatically. Fuck. I failed A.Math. My bitch passed. Urgh. I've lost almost 20 marks due to MUTHAFUCKING CARELESSNESS. -.- Enough. I don't wanna mention about prelims results. It's enough to send me off to ITE. argh. Im pissed. I don't even want to know my frigging results of English.

I don't want to be a drama queen. Im myself. Just be myself and natural. :D That's me. I have the right to choose the way my life should be. Nobody has the right to decide the life for me. Im what I am. You can't change me. I have 2 choices: I can choose to be in a good mood or I can choose to be in a bad mood cuz what I feel will determine what my actions are going to be. Thus, everyone will be affected by what I do. Well, this is it. Sarah's gonna decide for herself. No one can do that for her. Sarah is like that.

:D later.

Ear Candy: I Promise- Stacie Orrico-.

hola.Prelims are over. It's time for a break anyway. I've already got 2 papers back. Urgh. I got B3 for E. Math whereas I failed Geog Elective. ah fuck. I hope that my S.S paper can pull up my grades. I hope for a miracle to happen. -.- whatever. Things haven't been going smoothly. The weekend has been almost a disaster for me. argh. I don't wish to talk about it. It's over anyway. A.Math paper 2 was quite easy so I hope that it will pull my grades for the whole subject.

Frankly speaking, Im really fortunate to have a father who can share his experiences of his life with me. He tells me of the teensy weensy details that happened during work, friendship, etc. One day is definitely not enough for him to finish sharing his experiences cuz he has encountered many "adventures" in his life.

Im going to finish the race soon. My race will finish at the end of the November. Im going to be the tortoise who's slow and steady because I want to win the race. I don't want to be the bunny who prefers shortcuts. In life, never take shortcuts because you'll never know what's awaiting for you. :DD

later.

*I've confessed. I've predicted the outcome. ((:

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Ear Candy:Wonderwall- Oasis.

so hello. that freaking paper was over. Frankly speaking, I didn't put much effort into my revision for that sub cuz I couldn't be bothered with it. Anyway, the paper was quite manageable too. I finished the paper 5 mins before it ended. 2 MORE PAPERS TO GO!! :((
urgh. I hate this feeling. I shall give myself a break today. Whoo. :DD Gee. Life without mugging is rather mundane. I had been feeling bored since I came back. My bitch was stuck in school doing his portfolio. :(( life sucked. YouTube sucks at video quality man. I felt like watching Ouran High and guess what? IT'S BEEN BUFFERING FOR 1 FRIGGING HOUR! I swear I'll never watch videos via YouTube anymore. It sucks. My mind's not tuned to A. Maths today so I don't feel like doing A.Maths at all. Life has been boring for the past 6 hours. Bah. I've not photo-shoped for months. My friendster profile looks boring while my friends' profile looked 10 times better than mine. I had not done anything to my hair yet. (* HIGH TIME FOR A HAIR CUT) Im still as fat. Im still as fugly. Nothing had changed.

Things To Do:

a serious haircut.
slimming session.*intensive one
facial session.
shopping spree.
confession of my * to a special person. <3

later.

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Ear Candy:-.

so hello. Phew. I can finally take a breather from mugging. 3 more papers to go!! woo. I love maths. I freaking hate #@@#%$#@ DNT.!

later.

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Ear Candy: Sadame-Piano Version.

so hello. I've decided to break away from mugging. I've been mugging for the past 3 hours. Man. Crazy am I to mug like that for 3 freaking hours. Anyway, I think Im regaining my MOJO IN MATHS AGAIN! :DD I love maths.!! whee.

To people who watched My Lovely Samsoon:

If you have noticed the signboard during the last episode the drama,
the signboard says:

Live your life as if the next day is the last.
Dance like you've never danced before.
Love the person like you've never been hurt before.
Speak like you've never spoken before.
Sing like you've never sung before.
Life will be happier that way.

*there were more to it than that but I couldn't remember the rest. :P sorry.
However, I only noticed the first sentence. It's true. We all should live life as if the next day is the last. Who's going to predict what's going to happen tmrw? Right? People should just cherish their lives. Your life is precious and vulnerable.
Sigh. I pity those who really toyed with their lives. These people should be condemned. :)

I've fallen into a deep shit. Im dead. why does this have to happen when Os are coming soon? argh. fuck. I'll just grit my teeth and everything will be over. :D

later.

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Ear Candy: Summer Night- Grease.

so hello. English paper was fine. The moment I saw "Pleasure" I thought of something else. Hehs. LOL. Anyway, the paper was manageable. I hope I can score for my summary sections. Yeah.

It set me thinking: Have I been a useless friend? Do I give lousy advice? Why don't people heed my advice? Why aren't they listening to whatever I've told them? Have I not been a good counsellor to them? Why are they still doing things that we don't wish to see?

Im tired. Im really tired especially when this is happening in the midst of my prelims. It had been raining the whole day. I guess rainy days aren't good either. They are what we called- omen. It's rather freaky. Something bad's bound to happen whenever it's raining. Whatever.
I've told some of my friends that Im suffering from depression. Yeah. so what? Im still living my life normally and happily. Why do you have to make your life miserable and painful? Okay. Why choose misery over happiness? You have the right to choose but why do you want to choose the bad over the good? This is human. They do things to hurt themselves so that they can numb themselves. Do you think that this will work?? DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT THIS WILL FUCKING WORK?
Ooosaa.~ My blood's going to boil soon. I've gotta calm down. Im really tired of helping those doesn't want to help themselves.
They made me want to give up on them. I guessed I've been putting too much faith in them. They need to be independent. I've given up on them.
Im going to focus on my prelims and the Os. Im going to move on with life. Don't ask me why. This is my life. I've already been too nice to them. It's time to let them taste their own medicine.

*This entry is not aiming towards anyone. This is to let everyone be aware of what they are doing. If you have friends who show such symptoms, I'd advise you to follow my style.
:D

later.

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Ear Candy: Secret Love- Jojo.

so hello. Mugging starts again. A. Math was okay. I didn't do 2 questions which left me with about 72 marks? Man. I spotted the wrong topics. Argh. It'd better come up in Paper 2.

Im going to fall into a deep shit.
This shit is called L.O.V.E
It came at the wrong time, just when mugging starts.

Distractions.

later.

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Ear Candy: I can't smile without you- Barry Manilow.

so hello. here I am updating the blog. Man. I was supposed to be mugging. Hehs. I decided to stay away from mugging for a while. I've been sitting for 2 straight hours practising A.Math. I love maths.!! heh. Im determined to score a distinction for A. Math.! I must beat my bitch.! He will die. whahaha. :D ah. I've got to keep this rhythm consistent; before I knew it, I could even do well! :D ahh. I screwed up during Chem prac. I titrated the wrong solution.!! I pipette-ed the wrong solution and poured the wrong solution into the burette.!ah fuck. OMG.!I thought that I didn't have time. THANK GOD FOR SAVING ME!! I WAS SAVED!!. I GOT THE ACCURATE READINGS.!!25.4!I love the number :)) whoo.

I love mugging together with Dad. He made mugging comfortable and carefree for me. He played music while I was mugging like shit. Im beginning to become some old-fashioned icon. Im getting obsessed with old songs.(*influenced by Dad.) okay. Mugging has become easier now. Im more relaxed and un-tensified. :PP

Dad, I love you :D
you rock my world. Pops, you're the best!

later.

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Ear Candy:-.

so hello. Blog hasn't been updated for quite some time. This week has been quite busy for me. Supplementary lessons after lessons. I have't got the time to touch the blog due to Baylor's new introduction of O2Jam. I was jamming away with the keyboard like a professional. cool eh? haha. nah. Baylor's more like a pro-jammer. Anyway, Im less than 48 hours away to Prelims. Fucking shit. Im darn bloody nervous about it. ah. Im just going to put my best efforts into it. :DD I had a day off. :PP I went shopping for the VERY VERY LAST TIME!! okay.

Many things happened. Everything has already cleared up. (",) yay. Im darn tired.
Bloody tired.

No matter what happens, just think of your friends who will support you in times of need. :DD

later.

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Ear Candy: Buttons- Pussycat dolls.

hello. Prelims are approaching soon. Man. I've gotta start gearing up for it. Im really worried. God. Shoot me please. BBQ was fun. At least I've started seeing some improvements between us. Well, Physics was boring. Sagara was camouflaging her mp3 from kang. Heh. How blind can she get? She's really blind at times. Haha. Rainy weathers do make me sleepy. Nah. i can't. I've gotta start mugging later. Man. Baylor introduced O2Jam to me. Ahhh! DISTRACTIONS!!!! OMG!. Im tempted to game. AHHH. TEMPTATIONS!! get away from meeeehhhh!!! :PPPP

*perhaps I'll play for 1/2 hr.heh :D

later.

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Ear Candy:-.

hola! Had intensive mugging since yesterday. I felt good after mugging. Physics today wasn't good. Look, if you want good grades, you don't sit there and wait for miracles to happen. You have got to work hard for it. Seeing my classmates joke and laugh for trivial matters, I felt sorry for them. Man. I have got no comments about my class anymore. Let's see who's got the last laugh eventually on the day of the release of the results.

Being an educated person, I should not believe in horoscope and such. Indeed, they aren't accurate. However, it seems rather true for me today. Take what's been back in your mind and bring it back to focus. It seems true. Perhaps I have been putting something back for quite a while and I suppose it's time to put my focus on it. Yeah.
We definitely do not have time. We're practically battling against every second, every min, every hour of our lives. We simply do not have enough time.Even if we are given 48 hours in a day, it's definitely not enough. we simply can't get enough of it.
Therefore, everyone's taking time for granted. Sad for these people.

Later.