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"daddy, take me to the circus please "
Oh. I feel accomplished. I have covered 3 chapters of Econs- My worst nightmare. Okay. Im here blogging again. I believe in having a short break after mugging. Haha. Just another excuse for slacking around. (:

Oops. I almost forgot I have a blog assignment to complete.

later.

Boy, you're so hard to believe.

Hello. PBL no more!Presentation was a breeze. Yay. This was the first time I didn't screw up anything! YES! Whatever man. LOL. 'nuff about the drinks. I didn't get enough sleep. Bah. As usual. CT is next week. I can't wait for Thurs to come!I need a change in my closet. FREAK. I lost my thumbdrive. How f*cking stupid I am to leave the thumbdrive on the seat in the canteen! And worse, all my songs and my CRAZY TAXI are inside! The thief must be having a good time to himself/herself right now! ARGH.
I loved my thumbdrive man.

Fatigue follows

It's 12.15 am and Im rushing through my tutorial and preparing for tmrw's presentation. Argh. I have Jap tmrw.!ARGH

later.

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Why am I still blogging? Why isn't my ass moving? I need motivation. I've been stuck on my butt since 6. It's 8.15 now. It's early for people like me who reaches home late at night. (: Haha. I need to start mugging. I can't procrastinate. I had 6 rounds with PeiJun at the track. Yeah. In case you haven't known, I haven't bathed. I think I stink like the chicken poo at Farmart! HAHA.

Alright. Im leaving the comfort zone. (:

later.

Sometimes, it's too late to have regrets.

Terms are approaching. Im so gonna mug my ass off this coming week. I'll promise to be hardworking for just 2 weeks!(: YES!PBL IS SUBMITTED! PBL NO MORE! Yeah right. There's presentation to be done on wed. Bullshit! HAHA. Okay. Upcoming next will be an interview with Mr B. Im darn excited! (: YAY. I think we'll forget about interviewing X.X. Not really keen about it though. (: Mom, Dad with Ed are away in M'sia, leaving me alone with Gran and Rati. (: Okay. Shut up. I miss them already. I feel so empty sleeping on the master bed in the master bedroom. They'd better bring me back more gums from M'sia. HEH! yeah. Jer's birthday party. Well, I can say, it was a very majestic affair. HAHA. 50 people turned up. That's really... ALOT! Bitch, you owed me one. HAHA.

later.

Embrace the beauties and worship the skinnies

Oh. I had a movie marathon with the usual bunch. Ah. I missed the entire Step Up. Oh well, I'll rent it anyway. On a random note, I feel so fugly myself. Yeah. Okay. Maybe my friends are hotter than I am. In fact, Im not even HOT. HAHA. Okay. I have to convince myself that I am fugly and I will have to be pragmatic about how I look. (:


Sarah's fugly. Always and forever.

Reminiscing the memories we had. Saying that I want to go back to the past is a big mistake because it's too late.

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Marcus' my best friend in LIFE!Emphasising the word "Life" cuz we're totally too bored to be bored (:

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Pfft. Im freaking tired and I got movie marathon tmrw! And the day after is another movie with Charles. So desuka? Nan desuka? Right. I gotta brush the broken Jap of mine. After movie, it's going to be a BBQ night as a celebration for that Jerald's birthday. (: zzz.

BARACUDA BATUCADA!

later.

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Im like in library blogging and MARCUS CHAN is reading as i blog (:

later.

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This happens when we're totally bored waiting for next lecture. (:

why do all good things come to an end?

Busy!Busy!Busy!Baracuda til 11 isn't a good idea. Im totally drained out. Late nights with hardcore mugging = Flu is on the way soon. Oh well. That will help keep me occupied. at least. Anyway, I hope I'll get through this ordeal this week. Not only this week, but the week after and 2 weeks after. Common Test is approaching. ): bah. on a lighter note, I GOT MY TIX TO CHRISTINA'S CONCERT! XD YAY. I bet you're all jealous right? HAHA.! Okay. Im being random. Yeah. I've gotta start managing my time properly if not, at the rate im going, I'd definitely collapse anytime.

Well, I guess it's time to let go. We all need to learn to be mature and be strong. Guess it's time. I won't see you anymore. Neither do you. If we do see each other in the streets, I'd hope that we could smile to each other. (:

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Procrastination. I've got to stop procrastinating.!Ah. I miss my darlings back school. Oh well.

Your hostility is my casualty. I have enough of you. I will move on with life and not think of you.

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Roti John at Adam Rd was the BOMB! Bandung was great!at least.
AMK Hub was surprisingly big! LOL. Samuel must have been dumbfounded by the attention we attracted from school to AMK.!HAHA. Don't be surprised yet, there's more to come, BAKA BOY! HAHAHAHA. Barker-->BAKA.!See the link? Classic. THAM!-> THUMBDRIVE.WHAHAHa. Huiting a.k.a Stacy, MS POA. Shawn- HAHA! AP guy(attitude problematic guy) ROFLMAO. Me-->Sunflower?? Random?? Oh well. Eye candy was spotted during BA Comm; but still, the eye candy from Accountancy is the best. ((:

I gotta get over this. It's killing me. the obstacle. I contemplated abandoning the group. Had I abandoned, would you have talked to me as before? I doubt so. As I've said before, you're totally unpredictable. Oh well. Love.

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Omg. I have been "enlightened" by 2 GREAT ONES. One of the Great Ones is a complete idiot. To think that he actually asked me about my opinion of him. Totally idiot-proof. LOL. Mr Johnny, you're meant to become a shrink in the future. Your words are alluring. HAHa.

later.

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YES!!Christina Aguilera's coming to Singapore on 30 June!(: Ooh. I am so excited upon knowing that she's coming to perform in SINGAPORE! She hardly comes here, you know? Haha. I think Im overreacting over this. LOL. Well, at least Im going with my BFF :) I haven't seen her for quite some time(: Yay.

On a lighter note, I know I have been a jerk for the past few days. If you think you're hurt, so be it. I have got nothing to say about myself. Apologies to you if my words/actions have caused you any distress and confusion. (:

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Shagged. That's all I can say. It's only the second day of the week and Im moaning now. I'd gladly go for supper with you guys but my soul has gone to the Mickey Mouse bed back home. :) Haha. Okay. POA test was dumb. I got like 32.5/50. Being mathematically inclined in Amath, POA wasn't my thing. Oh whatever. Get back to books, will you? SARAH. No. It's Sam.NO!SALLY!No!SUSAN!LUCY

wtf. baracudas has definitely left a deep impression in my mind.

later.

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To hell with blogger. Damn. Oh well. Shoud I rejoice or be sad? People said I lost weight. Are they trying to comfort me? Haha. Im thinking too much again.

Lalalala. this week's going to be eventful for me:) I want to keep myself occupied from imagining things.

you made me fall deeper. LOL

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EMBRACING THE SKINNIES!oh lord, WORSHIP THE BEAUTIES!haha. Im being lame.
Shopping anyone?


Perhaps it's just an illusion. Maybe it's raging hormones in me?

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Life has been muggerish. I think Im falling for you. Maybe it's because I can't wait to fall in love with you.

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So hello. To be able to nap in the bus is a luxury to me. (: Why? The training has taken a toll on my body. I couldn't believe it when seniors told us that we've covered 4km around NP and SIM. LOL. haha. Oh well, we had 2 hours of IS which I, myself feel that it is totally useless. Yes. We have a drama-mama in our class. I seriously think that he has issues, and not just issues but MAJOR ISSUES!Oh well. People.

You can't wait to fall in love with me.
Just like I can't wait to fall in love with you
It just can't be summer love, you see.

later.

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Muscles are aching. Fatigue never fails to follow me. Common Test is approaching in 2 weeks' time. PBL is due in 2 weeks' time. Our development is definitely optimistic but we're still lagging behind the other groups. All I can say, I can never stop doing nothing at all. Great Singapore Sale is starting next week. Sarah's tempted to shop for more clothes!((: Anyone? Hint!Hint!


later.




Everyone's got a love life in the school. Why?

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Just when things are bad, things got even worse back home. Freak. I know I am fat. STOP RUBBING IT IN WHEN IM HAVING DINNER! Don't add fuel to the fire. Fuck. Im fcuking pissed. Sorry Jer, for dissing you at the interchange.


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Looking at the old man sell tissue packets reminds me of how vulnerable life is.
Looking at the old couple sharing the brolly proves the sweetness of love.
Looking at the baby's smile shows the beauty of a new life.

Oh well, I was being random. I was reminded of a lady who came towards me and said to me in Mandarin," Xiao Mei!Don't be angry! I just want to tell you to read scriptures as in Buddhist scriptures!" She simply walked off after talking to me. For a while, I was really stoned. I wondered what I had been doing that made her say those words to me. Oh well. Just treat her as some lunatics released from the asylum.

I really can't stop this feeling in me. Can you make this stop?

later.

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200 Pounds Beauty is indeed a heart-wrenching movie. BUT! The female lead in the movie makes me feel fugly. Fucking fat and ugly. Jer and Jason are totally obssessed with her INNOCENT yet PRETTY face. Oh well, I wasn't born pretty. How I wish I could worship the skinnies and the bimbos. What an irony. I will kill Jerald Ng, STILL!
Don't seduce me with those eyes, you SP!(stupid pig)

later.

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Okay. Training was tough yet I enjoyed it. HAHA! Sebas and I were thinking of having a footwork-sparring session next week before we go for Jap lessons. I think Im kind of getting used to this life except for the Project Work and Excel part. Right. Speaking of that, Mr Excel will be my best friend for this module. So, I've to be patient with this fellow before he drives me nuts again. okay. I think this week has been an illusion for me. I kept hearing someone call for me. right. Like my class told me, I've been stressed out. oh well. Sister,I will join the barrucudas(is it being spelt that way?)! How great. Life is going to be busy for Sarah starting from next week onwards.!

Life has been muggerish these days...

later.