Stress Management.

It's 9.45 am right now. Im sitting between 2 hardworking and "hungry" students namely, Min Yen and Hui Ting. I think Im beginning to feel the stress among them now. Wth.


later.

Thanks for the short-lived memory. I'll keep this forever in my heart. (:

Epiloge: Harry Potter

Went to watch HarryPotter after revision lecture. Movie was kinda average. Was expecting something more exciting. Oh well, that was it. I gotta get started with Econs!! Ah. I've been hearing "fuck" and "irritating" the whole day. Due to someone's influence.


later.

It was just an infatuation after all. You've always been treating me like your younger sister. I knew it. I shouldn't be thinking so much. Thanks for making me realise that before I fall deeper for you. (:

How did I fall in love with you

Many thoughts have been going through my mind. I must have been thinking too much. I don't think he even likes me either. He couldn't even get over his ex. oh please. Get back to reality, Sarah! Wth. Exams are approaching soon!Okay. whatever. I couldn't care less anymore. I have to stop my procrastinations and get on with work.




later.
I just wonder. Do you....?

I must have been thinking too much

I don't believe that such good things will ever happen to me. Im rather skeptical about this. I have a hunch that it's been a wishful thinking on my part. Oh well, I'll make the best of this moment then (:


later.

I hope this is not my wishful thinking. I don't wanna think about it.

StageWerkz 07

So hello. We had our StageWerkz finale yesterday. Well, it didn't start off very well initially. I reckon, Im quite a judgmental person. I often judge a person's emotions based on her facial expressions. It doesn't mean that if someone looked fierce, she's definitely not to be trifled with. So, we started to warm up and joked around with one another. Haha. The Logistics team, aka " The Sai-Kang Warriors". President of " The Sai Kang Warriors" is none other than Chu hao! PeiShan, you've done your best! We all love you!Though Im not quite a fan of Mando-Pop music, but Ding Ren blew me away with his "Jay-Chou-alike" voice. My heart kinda melted upon hearing his voice. After which, we had our cam-whoring session which lasted almost an hour? Good grief. haha. Headed to KAP for dinner-supper. Salny really cracked me up with her trademark laughter. And derek, you laughing hyena! Oh well, the 9 McNuggets Heroes/Heroines~ I'll never forget the times when we sneaked out for supper at KAP. Jer, IM SO EXCITED! You know it!


later.


MY DONUTS...............ARE GONE!!!

Spider Pig

Spider Pig Spider Pig~ Omg. The song is playing in my mind. Haha. Oh well, Simpsons was a blast. The movie was so comical. Yeah indeed. Haha. Homer Simpson cracked me up. Oh yeah, we had our dinner very interestingly. We looked like pathetic children who are homeless. Haha.

Im sorry, TB22. Maybe I think too much. Maybe Im too sensitive.
I hope I didn't screw up. HAHA


okay. Donuts on Monday! Can't wait!!!


later.
I really can't wait for that day to come..

Thank you for making me a fighter

Everyone's not ugly. They are pretty in their own way. Haha. I don't practise what I preach. Read T's blog. Someone spammed her LJ saying that she thinks that she's pretty, yada yada yada and she's obsessed with herself. Wth. I feel that if you were to give such comments, I hope you'll reflect upon yourself. like you're god-damn beautiful to comment on someone being narcisstic? Oh please.

Oh well. Life's beautiful. Be optimistic.!

later.

Deep thoughts

Weather has not been good for the past few days, so are our moods. I have skipped trainings nowadays. It seems like my passion for fencing is fading. Oh well. Maybe Im a sensitive person who has issues. I have been thinking a lot lately. Perhaps Im a person who thinks too much. I misinterpreted a person's behaviour with anger. Right. I have low self-esteem/no confidence in myself. Go figure.


later.
I suppose you can't feel it coming. Maybe it's time for me to give up

what should I do to make you mine.

So hello. Business law test was over. HAHA. Jap test was horrible. I had been turning around and made eyes at Charles to signal for answers. But it seemed like my attempt was futile. Oh well. Haha. It seems like I can make friends with strangers very quickly. Sebas was having a chat with her friends and I happened to join their conversation and I started laughing with them. It's amazing that I could make 2 friends within 5 minutes of jokes and laughter and one of them happened to be in BS too.
We have many friends in our lives. But just how many good friends can we afford to have around us? I reckon we should have a reasonable amount of friends which should suffice, isn't? Just being random. I really enjoy being with my class. It's really saddening when we are going to be separated.


later.

I have no idea when this feeling is going to stop but all i know is that you can never be mine.

you leave me breathless when you are with me.

Vacancy was proven to be horrible. I want a refund back! Oh well, after which, we went to the cafe for sandwiches and stuff. Another day again. Oh well. I have to really get on with mugging after the Simpsons movie outing on Friday.



later.

Your presence stopped my breathing at that moment. Being with you was the most enjoyable moment. Your stare inflicts the fire in me. One message from you made my day.

Things were not meant to be.

Was reading my classmate's blog; quote his entry- people who are beautiful inside tend to look more beautiful than people who only care about being beautiful outside. Oh well, it suddenly came upon me that "Beauty is only skin deep" is RUBBISH. Most guys would judge girls based on their appearances. Agree? Anyway, I had a major shock when I stepped onto the "familiar" machine. darn. Mom told me I lost weight? Whom to believe?


No idea.

Til then.

Jet'aime.

so hello. I feel so accomplished. I just completed 3 chapters of POA, and I understood the concept without the help of tutors. This has made me realise that the tutor has become a redundance to my learning. HAHA. Im sure Stacy will agree with this statement. Anyway, Mom's coming back from China. Everyone's staying up just to wait for her arrival. How grand.




Til then.

I've not gotten over you completely...

Yesterday, all my troubles seem so far away

I feel so unproductive the whole day. I haven't accomplished anything at all. I was supposed to revise POA yet I slept through the afternoon followed by jogging in the evening. On the contrary, I haven't stepped onto the weighing scale for quite some time. Shock was the only word that could describe my expression- I gained weight! oh fuck. I have always been optimistic about my weight and yet I GAINED WEIGHT! All the more Im determined to run more rounds at the park downstairs. Darn. Im kinda demoralized. Forget about wearing dresses, tubes, spaghettis. I'll look uberly fat in them. Oh well.

On a lighter note, I ordered 3 boxes of donuts from Dunkin' Donuts. Haha. Edgar told me that he wanted donuts, so I'll be a good sister and treat him to donuts. Not forgettig TB22- I ordered one box for you too! How nice of me!HAHAHA.

29 July Please come quickly!~

later

Rain rain go away, Come again another day.

So hello. Im sober now. HAHA. Oh right, we had hell loads of fun and laughter, definitely! All the smashing of cakes and spraying of water. I can see that we have potential singers in our class. Heh. Everyone was really high last night. Oh yeah. They were really high and "broke-back mountain-ing" omg. You should have seen the photos and the video clips. Evidence of the scandals are captured. Muahahaha. Stacy, you must not be saddened by the fact that we "forgot" your birthday. THAT WAS A PLOT! Haha. Your "don't-think-so-much" mentality should remain that way. :):)


Jonathan's sexy and alluring legs.


Shaky hands.


Oh dear. See no evil.


The "Ah-pek"


okay. three-some BrokeBack mountain.

later.

Wasted.

Sorry people. Im really wasted. I think I've been on hiatus from liqour so yeah. HAHA. Im kinda high, still.


later.

I have been fool all along

They say "A pair of good shoes will take you to a beautiful place".

I can say, the presentation was a success for Martini. Good job girls!I love you! HAHA! Anyway, we finally had our so-called Class Cam-Whoring session with the aid of Raymond's webcam. HAHA. The guys... are really major cam-whores. Yeah.

FREEDOM REIGNS

PBL NO MORE!! (:

Break away from everything. -

I really had a bad day at school. When there's a time to get serious, please freaking get your ass to work! When there's a time to laugh and play, we'll definitely play along with you. For goodness' sake, you guys are older than us. Please be mature and not think that the head is controlling you!Wth. I really pity ZK but Im neutral about this issue. Im supporting neither of you. And to the girls, Im terribly sorry about my attitude today. I promise that will never happen again. I gotta get back to my presentation slides.


later.

No more illusions, just being realistic

To-do list: Diet like nobody's business.
Get started with mugging ASAP.
TB22 BBQ.




later.

Can't make this feeling stop

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

all I wanted.

The reason to be suicidal:

When I was rushing through the project, Dad said, "Sarah looked photogenic when she was younger, especially when she was slimmer." Initially, I didn't care about what he said. Not after when he started to give me THAT SMILe*. It meant that I've put on weight. Fuck. Okay. I hate it when he has to compare my previous looks with the current looks. Speaking of which, Im reminded of prom night. Dad reminded me to watch my diet. Urgh. I mean, am I really fat? Did I really put on weight? Im really saddened by the fact that my own father hated the way I look now. & when he said I looked photogenic, it meant that I don't look good in reality. Is that what you're trying to mean? What the fuck. I can't eat in peace. FINE! You want to see the freaking skinny me? I'll do it. I can be extreme if you want me to do it!

On a lighter note, I've submitted PBL to Mel. Ah. A relief.

The perfect words never crossed my mind cause there was nothing but YOU

put me out of misery

When you said I was too young for you, I knew that things wouldn't work between us. When you said you couldn't forget your ex-girlfriend, I knew that I wouldn't stand a chance. Now that you've said we're 2 different people, my hopes are dashed.


I think what Jerald said makes sense after all. " If you cann't get someone off your mind, he's probably supposed to be there after all". I think you're supposed to be there.


later.

Boys,boys,boys.

Sexy.

You had me suicidal

Oh well. Nothing "EXCITING" happened recently. Just that Im becoming more random each day(: That's my trademark. Gah. Im stoning. I should be getting back to my usual EXCEL workbook. Bloody Excel. Fucking PBL. Idiotic BCA. I had a breakdown at the mention of it. Darn. Everything's going slow and mundane today. I need excitement. Not that kinda excitement, you dork.


I can't stop thinking about you all the time. We hardly speak yet my feelings for you are stronger each day. Your stare starts the fire in me.


later.


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Damn all these beautiful girls.

Econs= Suicide.
Anyway, after the Econs test, I went to Newton Circus with the class. HAHA. We had Budget Deficit. Our budget was supposedly 70 bucks and we only got 60 bucks instead. HAHA. We should do an IAC research on why hawker fare @ Newton is expensive. Yeah. Can't wait for the BBQ at Jonathan's place. (: I want to watch HP. tye wei, do your job!

later.


damn these beautiful girls, that's why things will never work between us.

Superwoman in me?

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

I don't know what I am doing. I only know Econs test is less than 24 hours away and im here blogging, STILL. PBL is getting the better of me. Im totally busted.

later.

JUST RANDOM (1)

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Anger gets the better of people.

If you DO NOT KNOW what really happened, PLEASE DO NOT PUT WORDS INTO OUR MOUTHS.

THANKS AND APPRECIATION NEED.

later

Happy Birthday,HUN!

This is dedicated to my BFF:

Hey hun, I have no words to describe your goodness and stuff you have done for me for the past 7 years. Time doesn't fly but it ZOOMS!Oh well. That's life, isn't? Yeah. Remember the bad times I had during secondary school days?I thought of you and the usual gang! That really kept me going though. Im really thankful to God for blessing me with the best-est friend ever(: If anyone ever bullies you in AC, just inform me and I'll go bash that person up.

In the meantime, enjoy your 17th birthday!(:


YOU GO GIRL!

later

Randomness keeps me going

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

your smile starts the fire in me

I have been very lost nowadays. Perhaps it's what Marcus has said before, Karma is present around us. I have been thinking a lot these days. What's happening to me?



later.

Loving You Lately.

Like what the fuck have I been doing lately? Why am I making myself feel so troubled lately? It's my illusion. It's prolly the upcoming mensuration or perhaps PMS that's causing the the problem. EMO[tional] and breakdowns. Everyone's changing. Feel the upcoming pressure. It's getting harder on us. I don't even know what I am typing now. I don't have the motivation to do my revision. fuck it.
WHATEVER.

BFF's birthday is approaching in 3 more days. Im helping her countdown. I know she wants to be 16 forever. Like who doesn't? Haha.

later.

Like what Momma told me...

Marcus has commented for my "temporary" hiatus from the blog. So Im LIKE UPDATING right now. Yeah. Alright. Blood donation was fun(: heh. I swore that I was kinda struggling at the blood test area cause I was quite scared of the "stapler-like" needle which pricked my index finger. It was really cool watching your blood flow out from your body. LOL. HAHA. The nurse dressed my wound with this really cute bandage. A green one,of course! ^_^ Poor Marcus being in a group with You-know-who. I really understand the situation he's in now that we have shared room. Yesterday was like the birth of World War 3!or worse, eruption of a volcano. lmao. I love TB22 without You-know-who.!

Marcus, you're the best! I know you want me to say that. haha


later

What I've Done.

So we watched Transformers after POA lecture. I feel so bad for postponing the project discussion for the movie. Sorry girls! ): Transformers was great. Okay. I was sleeping in the beginning of the movie cause I couldn't understand a thing! HA. The female lead was hot. The guys must have been steaming seeing her FAB figure. (:
Alright. 'nuff said. I've gotta get back to my projects and assignments. I couldn't understand a thing during the POA lecture! STACY! I need your help!

later.


I guess it was just my imagination. It was purely just an illusion.

Candyman. Sweet,sugar-coated candyman.

Christina's SEXY!She's one foxy lady. HAHA.!I loved the concert but it ended so soon! Sad. She's got a powerful voice which i really admire a lot. Bff and i totally screamed our guts out. We totally danced to the songs. HAHA!I missed those songs.